I sat in reflection talking and listening to myself, to my spirit, and God.
Me: oh I have to get this done, and that done. Make sure I create a plan for the day prior. Get organized so you can get things done.
The words from Spirit, “you need to meditate.”
Me: Yes I should schedule meditation time. Why do I keep knowing to do something yet not following through?
Spirit: You use to go for a walk at the same time ever night. That was you meditating. You would walk until you found a quiet space and just sit, listening, drowning out the world, basking in silence.
Me: I was so much more disciplined when I was younger. How did I drift this far off course.
I began immediately to reflect on my life, seeing how often I drifted away from me, away from God. I grind so hard for everything and everyone except for me. Me, naw, I neglected me.
This realization prompt this follow up question, what could have happened to push me so far off course. Push me to the point where I neglect me; my physical health, my mental health, my spiritual wealth, my safety, and my life. I’ve done some straight up foolishness.